Bff(besH FweN 4EveR..

mggu lpaz atiew ak t0l2 kcau bilau..mcm2 b'laku pd diri ak..s0 many pr0b..tp ak nie jniz tabah klau 0wg neng0k mkew ak nie cm xdew pr0b jerk..tp dari lub0k atiew yg dlm ak m'yembunyikn pr0b ak nie..ak ckew wat 0wg ktawe wlaupn tyme ak ngah b'sedih..blew kwan2 ak hepy..ak pn tr0t hepy..tp hepy ak 2 hnye s'ketika jerk..blew ak pkirkn die..ak jd em0..huhu..ak taw pew yg ak lalui skunk mmg perit t0k ak hdapi c0wg diri..ak nie xckew b'kongsi maslah ngan owg..mlaenkn 0wg yg ak rpat..

tp 2la..tuhan nie maha adil..blew ad umat die yg dlm ksendirian mzti ad 0wg yg ingin menemani umat die yg dlm ksendirian..ak b'syuk0r cgt dpat b'kenalan ngan dak nie c0z die nie stiasa teman ak wlau tyme ak cdey n hepy..die bnyak bg ak advice yg gud2..kdang2 uw cm batu api pn ad..wlaupew2 pn..ak nk ucap thanxzz cgt2 kat die c0z sgg0p lyan kerenah ak n s0lve pr0b ak nie..actually,ak nie lbey ckew cterkn pr0b ak pd geng2 ak..klau ngan p0puan nie ak kurang ckewt..c0z ngan p0puan nie ak lbey ckew b'gurau..klau ngan laki nie ak lbey bnyak serius drpd melawak..huhu..tp dak nie laen dari yg laen..c0z ak xpnah nk cter pr0b ak akt p0mpuan tp blew ngan die..ak lbey ckew story prob ak..mybe die nie..pndai k0rek rhsia k0wt..pas2 mmg kaki demand pnye bdak..hak3...

die nie cm gurdian angel ak..blew ak ad msalah jerk..ak mzti cari die..c0z die nie idea n slalu bantu ak dlm mcm2 msalah..walaupn die kjew..die tetap ad msew t0k ak..ak respect cgt ngan die..da bnyak perkara die tolong ak..namun die xjemu2 lyan kerenah ak..ak ckew cgt b'kwan ngan die c0z die memahami ak..kdang2 ckew wat ak mrah..tp ak xpnah amek atiew..c0z ak taw kdang2 xsmestiY die perlu f0kus 100% kat ak..huhu..kte0wg juz bff..n xlbey dari 2..tp klau lebey pn xpew..ak lenjan jerk..hak3..

ak b'syuk0r cgt pd illahi krane die beri peluang ak b'kwan ngan die..klau ak xknl die..ak xtawla pew akn jd pd diri ak skunk..mzti cm 0wg glew yg xdew hala tuju..sbnrY pd wak2 skunk..ak perlukn perhatian yg teramat cgt..thanxzz kmo0 c0z sgg0p menemani cyew xkre siang n mlm..THANK U VERY MUCH!!!!!Ya Allah ak m0h0n kpdmu jganla kau m'ja0hkn diri ku ngan diriY..sesungguhY diela kwan dunia akhiratku..ak mohon jgnla kau pisahkn kami...amin~

pr0m0ter...

nie ak nk st0ry ckewt psal cutiew sem yg lpaz...macam2 ak wat msew cutiew sem yg lpaz..cmpai ak b0san d0k kat bp n asew tyme 2 cm nk alek mlakew jerk..tp hakikatY cutiew sem still pnjg ag..huhu..aktiviti ak tyme cutiew ri2..ak merayau,d0k lpak mamak,o9 lelamew kat kdai mamak..leh diktewkan..t0key kdai uw da knl kte0wg..c0z tiap2 mlm kte0wg lpak si2...kre da lpaz kte0wg lpak mamak..kte0wg p0rt kat dtaran lak...cm kat dtaran 2 ad...cm2 0wg leh jmpew..ad yg lelaki b'tetek bsar..naek glak blew ak neng0k gelagat di0wg..huhu..


aktiviti smpingan yg ak wat msew cutiew sem ari2..ak pi uma mmber ak n mkn k0p0k ubi kat uma die..bsar beb telap uw..tp ak leh abzkn c0wg jerk..betapa jahil n rakusY ak tyme 2..hak3..mmber ak puteh mtew jerk blew ak leh abzkn k0p0k ubi uw...hak3..pas2kn blew ak dtg jerk uma die..die tr0z smbunyikn telap uw..blew ak tnye jerk..die ckp k0p0k ubi xdew da abz smlm sdare die dtg rmai2 tl0ng rewang abzkn k0p0k uw..s0 ak xksah r..ak nie bkn pew..ak nie jniz yg xleh nmpak k0p0k..ag2 k0p0k ubi..mmg xpress cm r0ket r ak kjewkn k0p0k 2...hak3..


sbnrY nie bkn st0ry ak..2 bwu jerk intr0ducti0n...hak3..k0wg mzti t'tnye2 pew yg ak nk cterkn..c0z ak nie ckew wat suspen..ag2 situasi genting cmnie..hak3..(st0p merepek wan)..huhu..
k st0ry ak t0k saat nie adla...p'galaman ak kjew sbg pr0m0ter...first tyme in my life ak kjew sbg pr0m0ter..huhu..sbl0m nie ak kjew kjew sbg sell asistant kat pacific then usher kat big cinemas..huhu..

msew 2 ak dpat q0l dri c0wg mmber ak nie..die ckap 'k0 nk kjew x?'tyme 2 ak kat mlakew pi knduri 0wg kwen..kre2 sdare ja0 r snang ckp..huhu..tyme 2 ak mlz cgt nk kjew..tp dlm msew 2 jgak ak tnye kjew pew..mmber ak ckp'promoter'ak pn cm b'mnat c0z ak ckew wat kjew yg ak xpnah wat..huhu..tp tyme 2 ak ckp ngan kwan ak'i need tyme 2 thinking'..then mmber ak desak2 sr0h kjew..mak ag r asyk p0pet2 cm kete api kurang bahan bkar..huhu..then mlm 2 mmber ak dtg uma ak..bncang psal j0b nie..then blew ak dgr cter mmber a nie..ak tr0z 0n jerk..c0z ak nie mdah d'pngaruh..tp neng0k situati0n gak r..klau yg plek2 uw..im c0ey r..wr0ng number..wakakaka...

then kees0kan ariY..ak pn pi inteview..ngan amb0t pnjg cm em0 ak slamber jerk inteview ngan xcutive..tp xcutive uw leh lyan r..c0z die lyan ak cm ak nie da kjew lmew..hak3..die ckp amb0t kne kmaz xpn pt0ng..blew ak dgr p'kataan p0t0ng 2 jerk ak tr0z cm mlz nk kjew..lmew uw ak cmpan amb0t nie..huhu..then ak mntk r budi bicara then die accept spaye xyah pt0ng tp kmaz..huhu..s0 ak tnye r ak nie promoter kat dept. mnew??s0 die jwab kat dept child..pergh tyme 2 hnye tuhan jerk yg taw betapa b'dekarY blew ak dtmpatkn kat si2..huhu..xagk2 xcutive nie..nk ltak ak kat si2..klau kat gents uw xpewla gak..huhu..mkew ak dala cm pecah uma leh plak ltak ak kat dept child..klau mkew jambu uw xpew r gak cm mmber ak..hak3..

then ak mlew kn kjew ak pd keesokn ariY..mlew2 uw mmg r kek0k..mkew gnaz2 kne lipat bju bdak..mmg xleh blah tyme 2..tp tuhan 2 maha adil..die cyg umat2 die..c0z ak b'nceb baek xb'jmpew ngan kwan2 ak yg kuat psyc0 n ml0t cm l0ngkang..huhu..tyme first day kjew jerk..cm2 dak ak knal..leh dktew cmua dept ak knl..c0z ak nie mesra pd p'sekitaran..hak3..blew ad staff yg lalu jerk kat tmpat ak..ak mzti kcau..c0z bsan cgt xtaw nk watpew..s0 pew ag..ak kuarkn r h0bby ak m'yakat 0wg..hak3..klau k0wg nk taw..kat dept child uw..ak dua 0wg jerk laki..laen cmua p0mpuan..s0 ak ngan mmber ak nie jd rebutan r..hak3..tp ak nie jniz setia..xpndai maen kayu tige..c0z ak dari kcik xpnah maen kayu..klau batu seremban,teng2 2 ak maen r..wakakaka..

2mggu ak kjew kat si2..bnyak pgalaman ak dpt n bnyak knangan mniz drpd pahit..c0z staff2 kat si2 cmuaY ramah..xdew pn yg p0y0..thanxzz pd kak emma yg m'gajar sy n xjemu2 lipat bju t0k sy..hee..

VaNnilLA TwiLigHt..

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

Hurt

mlm nie ak asew cm begang jerk walaupn s0k da nk p0se..ak taw yg ak ad slh ngan die..tp jgnla wat cmnie..dlu kte0wg hmpir2 da nk c0uple..0leh krane die still igtkn bf die..t'pkse ak tgg0hkn pr0ject t0k c0uple ngan die..s0 kte0wg b'kwan jerk cmpai skunk..tp die slalu ckp ngan ak..'sy syg awk lbey dri kwan'...pew meaning 2???ak pning blew memikirkan dak nie...pd mlewY ak mmg xleh lpewkn die..c0z ak t'lalu m'yayangi die spn0h jiwa raga ak...tp die???ak k0npius skunk nie..tp nceb baekla ak ad kwan2 yg leh bantu ak dlm situasi nie..thanxzz kwan2 c0z bagi ak advice yg berguna t0k ak hadapi situasi nie...tp dlm diam ak still t'igatkn die..sparuh glew di buatY..tp ak taw pew yg b'laku mzti ad hikmahY..ak trime ngan redha n pasrah jerk..huhu..

psal pew ak bgang ngan dak nie????ak pnye r baek n xnk b'gad02 ngan die..ak mcj die baek2 wish besday die n p0se t0k ari s0k..tp die xrply pn mcj ak..ckp thanxzz keq..ssh keq k0 nk ucapkn thanxzz kat ak..tggi cgtkn eg0 k0..huhu..ak tp0n die pn..die tutup f0n...mmg t0l2 die da bnci kat ak 0r pew2..padahal..ak xdew r wat slh bsar cgt..ktew kwan..bkn c0uple..huhu..migrane ak pkirkn dak nie..ak bkn nk m'garap pew2..tp plzla jgn wat ak cmnie...walaupew2 pn ak xksah..c0z ak ad kwan2 yg leh tman ak dikalau ak cdey n gmbira..


sbnrY kte0wg knl xlamew..tp ak cm da knl die lmew cgt..kte0wg dlu rapat cgt cm besh fwend..tp ak nie yg gtal pi usha..then dak nie pn cm ckew jerk..s0 die cm da beri harapn kat ak..s0 ak pew ag..ak nie jniz 0wg maen sapu jerk..xtggu lmew..dpat jerk..jln tr0z..tp dak nie mmg t0l2 diferent..ak lak pning lyan pragai die..cm lalang pn ad..tp ak pham die still ag b'belah bgi..tp klau da b'belah bgi jgnla nk beri harapan kat ak...huhu..die igt ak nie laki yg leh wat scandal keq..klau ngan artis xpew r gak..bnyak wet ak leh kikis..hak3...tp sbet0lY ak nie xpndai mkn wet p0mpuan..xgentle r mkn wet p0mpuan..tp klau da sengkek..blasah jerk..wat mkew xb'salah..hak3..

tp 2la kn 0wg ktew klau xdew jd0h nk b'baek pn xgne..mzti ad jerk hlangan..actually,ak sdar dri ak cpew..ak bknla dri g0l0ngan bangsawan,hartawan,jutawan,sawan..pew ag(xdew idea nk tliz nie)..huhu..kpada siapew yg bcew nie trase..amp0n maap dipinta..assalam~